Friday, September 18, 2009

New Treatments-2 Week Two


Hello, I am really having a tough time keeping up with a blog and not sure how others do it.  Treatment is so much work and so is being on the computer at all let along blogging.  I do plan on trying to come back and catch up and end up with a good blog experience but it may be somewhat in hindsight or after I get over the hump of all the worse of the Herx reactions.

So far though I am still feeling like treatment is like nothing else I have done or tried.  I am not running around feeling better as of yet but..  as we all know most of the time we will feel worse before better and have herx reactions.  No matter how much I hate that and do not like it I have to accept it.  Saying that.. and if that is an indication (which all my doctors say is). The treatment is working very well. My herx reactions are like none other. I can feel the treatments getting into areas nothing else has. Very deep into tissues and organs and joints and bones and brain and well.

The good thing too is that I have these glimpses of clarity and normalcy. They do not last long but I also have near no time between treatments as they are constant and with home treatment too I have very little time to rest or let my body regroup. For now.  I am in the Hit It Hard mode!..

I am herxing but not in a way that I have had in the past where I feel like I will never pull out of it and I feel poisoned!  Does any of that make any sense?

I most likey will have to revise some writing as I am flush and tried and stressed and writing is difficult as well as expressing myself difficult. But I am here and trying. Thanks  Much

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